Last night the wind howled..... Like I haven't heard it do since I was a teenager. There was supposed to be snow, but all we actually got was this horrible wind. It makes me nervous. I'm not sure why. Storms and rain and snow do not bother me in the least, but this kind of wind usually tell of something that is going to happen.... I know that may sound crazy, but it seems like the wind was talking to me.... It almost felt like a warning.
I'm so nervous because things have been going pretty good lately. That isn't normal. The calm always comes before the storm. In my family you never know how it is going to start. Or with whom. This narcissism seems to be ingrained in my soul. It has been my life to look forward to the worst so as not to be surprised when it came. My first thought about anything is always "If I do this, what will the worst-case scenario be?" Is this normal? Does everyone think this way? I wonder. Not that it matters, because the problem is that now I'm worried.
My life has been pretty wonderful lately. I just had a beautiful baby boy with my soul mate. We both have stable, good jobs, and we have medical insurance. My life is good. I don't need any stress in my life right now. I can feel it in my bones that it's coming though.
Just a thought.
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